Kate Breaks Down On TLC, Admits She "Always Will" Love Jon
Posted on Tue Nov 3, 2009 08:30 AM PDT

katebreaksdowntlc200.jpgLOS ANGELES, California (X17online) - TLC aired a special interview with Kate Gosselin last night, where she talked about how her life has changed since her break-up, the feelings she still has for her ex and how few people she can trust in her life.

"A part of me always will [love Jon]," she told The Today Show's Natalie Morales. "It's hard to to be married to somebody for 10 years and try to say 'No, I don't love them anymore.' It doesn't work really well. I love the memories that we have together."

Kate also said she feels trapped by the unexpected fame that came with her reality star status.

"I signed up for a reality show, I didn't sign up to be a tabloid staple," she said. "If I said I was done and it was enough, it would just be five more covers of why it is that I'm done, and so I would be living that for a period of time essentially with no income, with no job," she whined.

Kate also said that there are a "very, very small group of people" she can trust now, and that "I still wake up every day and I think the phone will ring and it'll be ... the old Jon."

But the entire interview wasn't just a "poor me" pity party. Kate also admitted some responsibility for her situation.

"I was wrong to treat him that way," she says of her controlling behavior.

Wow, first Jon, now Kate admitting they were wrong? Maybe a reconciliation is possible after all!

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