MGibsonpic230.jpgMel Gibson has admitted to his baby mama, Oksana Grigorieva, that he is a "f**cking failure," according to TMZ.

Back on March 1, two months after their domestic situation, Gibson emailed Grigorieva from his iPhone the following message:

    "I really am losing my grip. I desperately need a solution. Sorry it has to affect you. I can't stand anything any more ... I'm stuck. I try to be ok but it overpowers me & i'm (sic) something I don't want to be. It's a primal scream thing. The pain is too great & everywhere I turn is making it heavier. Oh to have peace! Oh to have joy. Oh to be able to provide it for another. I'm a f**king failure."


Mel continued to send messages, the next being on March 7. He writes:

    "I felt a high degree of agitation in you when u left tonight. I'm sorry. I guess I'm in a process of being torn down so I can rebuild. I love you ... I was terrified of where we were going & my outbursts & the potential for damage."


In a final iPhone message on January 6, Mel asks:

    "How's your tooth? I want to tell you how uspeakably (sic) sorry I am."


Various reports had claimed that Mel had punched out two of Oksana's teeth during their domestic incident. Gibson's camp had denied those claims.