Birthday Girl Eva Longoria On Split With Tony Parker: "Every Time I Talk About It, I Want To Cry"

Eva Longoria is opening up about her split with Tony Parker in the April issue of Allure magazine.

The Desperate Housewives star, who turns 36 today, tells the mag:

"It's been hard. Very hard. I'm just trying to get through it as gracefully as possible without any drama."

Longoria, who is now dating Penelope Cruz's brother Eduardo, adds:

"I'm kind of having to find new patterns because I'm not used to having--I'm used to always being on a plane and flying to a basketball game. It's been -- every time I talk about it, I want to cry."

As for how her new relationship is going, Longoria reveals, "I'm in a transition stage, settling into a new routine, and I welcome it."

Eva talks about not being able to censor herself when it comes to interviews. Find out why she feels she can't stay quiet ... after the jump.