We weren't the only ones who were totally shocked upon hearing the news of Josh Duggar's infidelity and pornography addiction, his wife Anna Duggar was too.

The mother of four says she was in a state of disbelief when she found out that her husband had a secret life, which was exposed via the AshleyMadison.com hack.

TLC just released a clip of the upcoming special Jill & Jessa: Counting On, and in it Anna becomes overwhelmed as she recounts when she heard that her husband had been cheating on her and that the news had been spread to the world.

"I was just like, 'I'm gonna wake up and everything's gonna be okay. And this really, this can't be true,' " says the 27-year-old.

Sadly for Anna and her children -- the news was true.

Anna's sister-in-law Jill Duggar Dillard said of the scandal, "Everybody makes their own decisions and everybody makes their own choices. But they're not the only ones that suffer the consequences."

That's very true.

Josh is currently in a long-term faith-based treatment center called the Reformers Unanimous facility in Rockford, Ill.

Meanwhile, In Touch Weekly is reporting that Anna finally visited her husband at the facility over the Thanksgiving holiday. “Anna went right before Thanksgiving,” a source told the mag. “She had a lot to discuss with Josh. She thought it best that she go alone so she decided not to bring the kids, except Meredith because she is still breastfeeding.”

Part I of Jill & Jessa: Counting On airs Sunday, Dec. 13, at 8 p.m. ET on TLC.