Our heart goes out to her!

Yolanda Foster posted a heartbreaking blog for Bravo just hours after announcing her split from husband David yesterday, and she revealed that she has become a person even she doesn't recognize anymore.

"It’s good to be back! I just watched the first episode with my best friend of 22 years who's been by my side through this entire journey. Well, what can I say?" she began.

"Becoming chronically ill has definitely given me a greater understanding of human nature, and I've learned to accept people’s lack of long-term compassion for others, while they live their busy lives. I have gone from being an outspoken multi-tasking social butterfly to a hostage of my debilitating disease. I might only be a shell of the woman I used to be, but my heart is still the same, and even though I can only do life one day at a time, I am at peace and have surrendered to my new normal--for now," she continued.

The reality star is still being optimistic about the future, though!

"I wish my message was more fun and glamorous than this, but I accept that these are the cards life has dealt me. I'm extremely fortunate and grateful to have had the opportunity to travel to 11 countries, five states, and see 100+doctors, but the truth is that even though I have made great strides in the past six months, I have not found a cure yet. One day soon I hope to have the ability to write about uncovering the mystery of this chronic disease and share with you the true depth of my story, but until then I am just a housewife on a mission with laser focus on one thing and one thing only...my health! I have faith that God often uses our deepest pain as the launching pad of our greatest calling," she concluded.

The Dutch beauty and her music producer hubby have apparently been "separated for months", according to Us Weekly, and living separate lives for even longer.

"David is always off traveling the world for work. And Yolanda's entire life has become her bedroom. It's like a cave and she spends months on end in bed . . . She has basically been sick since they first got married, so through the whole marriage," a source told the mag in the months leading up to the split.

We can't help but think David is a pretty big d*ck for not keeping his vows! Hasn't he ever heard of in sickness and in health?!