He's really not holding back!

Jay-Z admitted to cheating on Beyonce on his new album 4:44 and now, in the bonus video, he basically said he had to plead with the "Lemonade" songstress to get her not to divorce him. We never knew things were this bad!

"This is my real life. I just ran into this place and we built this big, beautiful mansion of a relationship that wasn’t totally built on the 100 percent truth, and it starts cracking. Things start happening that the public can see. Then we had to get to a point of, ‘OK, tear this down and let’s start from the beginning,'" he explained.

He then went on to recall a particular vacation he didn't want Bey to leave.

“I was on a boat, and I had the best time. I was like, ‘Man, this is great.’ Then she had to leave. I was, like, crushed. ‘Man, I don’t even feel like this. What is happening to my body right now?’ I was like, ‘Don’t go.’ I was like, 'Did I just say … ‘Don’t leave?'" he continued.

So how did he bring them back from the brink?

"We just got a place where, in order for this to work, this can’t be fake. Not one ounce. I’m not saying it wasn’t uncomfortable because obviously it was," he revealed.

We're glad they made it out on the other side.