After a super-quick rise to fame, fans might think Billie Eilish's life is perfect but in fact it's been far from great, according to the artist. The 17-year-old sat down with Elle magazine to discuss everything from her career, to her depression, to coming back from the brink and finally feeling happy with her life.

The emo-pop star tells the mag, "I'm finally not miserable. Two years ago, I felt like nothing mattered; every single thing was pointless. Not just in my life, but everything in the whole world. I was fully clinically depressed. It's insane to look back and not be anymore."

Getting off social media was one of the best decisions she made, according to her: "'I was in Europe, in one of the worst headspaces I've been in. That's when I realized, 'You know what? Bye!' There are so many things I can't stop," she said, "but I can delete Twitter."

There's some other noise that's difficult to silence, like the media exploding over photos of her getting off her tour bus wearing a tank top that showed off her figure. What?! Eilish couldn't believe the attention: "My boobs were trending on Twitter! At number one! What is that?! Every outlet wrote about my boobs!” She says it's not her job to wear baggy shirts so the rest of us [the media] aren't uncomfortable: "I look good in it [the tank top]. I was born with f—ing boobs, bro. I was born with DNA that was gonna give me big-ass boobs."

And she may be showing off her curves a bit more when she turns 18, she says: "I’m gonna be a woman. I wanna show my body. What if I wanna make a video where I wanna look desirable? Not a porno!” She went on, "But I know it would be a huge thing. I know people will say, ‘I’ve lost all respect for her.’”

So let's end on a positive note -- Eilish's great statement about coming through to the other side of her depression: "All I can say now is, For anybody who isn't doing well, it will get better. Have hope. I did this s**t with fame riding on my shoulders. And I love fame! Being famous is great, but it was horrible for a year. Now I love what I do, and I'm me again. The good me. And I love the eyes on me." Good!