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We are very sad to share that today we learned that our baby passed away at 4 months. We also want you to know that even though we are not ok right now, we will be. We are so lucky with our 4 healthy babies—and we will never lose sight of this. I told Carmen and took this so I could send it to Alec. I guess this is a good way to share it with you too. I told her that this baby isn’t going to come after all...but we will try very hard to give her a little sister another time. I’m really devastated right now...I was not expecting this when I went to my scan today. I don’t know what else to say...I’m still in shock and don’t have this all quite clear. Please no paparazzi...that’s all I ask ❤️

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What the??? Hilaria Baldwin, mother-of-four, announced today that she suffered another miscarriage, after experiencing the same pain just seven months ago. And for that, we offer her our deepest and most profound condolences and well-wishes. But ...

In the midst of this pain and this private agony, Hilaria decided to record a video for hubby Alec, with the couple's daughter Carmen responding to her mom's news that the baby isn't coming. She captioned the video, "I told her that this baby isn’t going to come after all … but we will try very hard to give her a little sister another time. I’m really devastated right now … I was not expecting this when I went to my scan today. I don’t know what else to say … I’m still in shock and don’t have this all quite clear. Please no paparazzi … that’s all I ask ❤️"

She also posted a selfie from her hospital bed after undergoing a D&C. Now ... she's a mom blogger and a good one. And a fitness expert/yoga instructor and she's married to a famous actor so she has chosen a public life. But recording your daughter's reaction to your miscarriage and posting it on Instagram?! Too much, we say.

Still, best wishes to Hilaria and her family. She says she'll try again and we wish her all the health and happiness that could possibly come her way.