Caitlyn Jenner is living her best life -- but that wasn’t always the case.

The sports star appeared on the latest episode of Bill Simmons’ HBO show Any Given Wednesday and opened up about her transition, being suicidal and what it was like to lead a double life before coming out as a transgendered woman.

In the sit down, the former Olympian talked about when she had been photographed leaving the doctor’s office after having her Adam’s apple removed.

Jenner told Simmons, “I could not sleep that night. I’m up at 3 a.m. walking up and down my hallways … thinking, ‘Damn, all this s— is going to come out tomorrow and it’s going to be horrible.’”

The 66-year-old continued, “And I said, ‘You know what, easy way, go in the other room, you got a gun, let’s just end it right here.'"

The parent to six children added, “No more pain, no more nothing. I don’t have to deal with the tabloids any longer. I don’t have to deal with any of this. And that was probably the lowest I’ve ever gotten.”

Luckily for the trans community (and for her family), Jenner woke up and decided not to end her life.

In the interview, Jenner also said that her transition has “renewed my excitement for life.” She told Simmons, “My life today is so interesting, so simple.”

She also explained that she recently went to Las Vegas to give a speech and that for the first time —she only brought one suitcase. The reality star explained that previously when she went to Vegas, she brought two suitcases — one for “Bruce” and one to cross dress.

“My life was so complicated,” Jenner said, but she says she is able to, “live authentically, it’s so simple.”

Any Given Wednesday airs Wednesdays at 10 p.m. on HBO.

It's Mariah Carey's world -- and we're just living in it!

The singer released a promo for her upcoming E! reality show, Mariah's World and it's clear she's all the diva we think she is!

In the promo, Mimi, who is dressed in sequin lingerie, says while reclining on top of a couch , "I'd rather, like, make everything fun." She adds, "Is this a normal outfit for people to wear? I don't know, but I'm at home and this is what I wear."

Viewers are shown the hitmaker's super glam life as a mom and superstar, as well as the road to her Vegas residency and her upcoming wedding to billionaire fiancé James Packer.

In the clip, Mariah also makes some pretty intense (and possibly not so serious) demands for her nuptials. At one point, the bride is on the phone with presumably a wedding planner and demands "white tigers" and "albino elephants" for the wedding. Luckily it's a joke -- but we love that the wedding planner thinks she's being serious!

Mariah's World premieres on E! on December 4 at 9 pm! Click here to watch the promo!

They worked through their issues, apparently!

Rob Kardashian and Blac Chyna made headlines the other week when Kimmy K's bro deleted all photos of his pregnant fiancé on social media and kicked split rumors into overdrive, but the controversial couple is proving their relationship is back on track in these latest Snapchats. The pair kid around with filters and call each other 'Babe,' so it's safe to say there's no more trouble in paradise.

So what exactly happened between them?

"Rob and her have been getting into little tiffs and Blac Chyna flipped on Rob. He was so pissed at how she spoke to him, so he deleted everything about her to hurt her," a source dished to E! News.

"Rob has never cheated on her, but she is very paranoid about that from past experiences. [They're] back in love and have spoken through their fight," the source added.

ChyRo only have a couple more months before they become parents, so it's good they got over their fight!

Cammy D is gonna be a mommy!

Cameron Diaz is expecting her first child with husband Benji Madden, the National Enquirer reports. The pair have been married almost two years, and they've been trying to start a family since they tied the knot.

"They couldn't be happier. They've been trying for this baby since their wedding night," a source close to the couple dished to the mag.

The actress was previously outspoken about not feeling the pressure to have kids, but she changed her tune when she met her Good Charlotte rocker beau. Camji's little one will have two cousins in Nicole Richie and Joel Madden's kids Harlow and Sparrow.

The 43-year-old's pregnancy is reportedly the reason Madden won't be returning to The Voice Australia.

She got her happy ending!

Orlando Bloom is going full frontal!

Orlando was blooming when he was spotted paddleboarding naked while on vacation in Italy with girlfriend Katy Perry on Wednesday.

The U.K.’s Daily Star splashed the full-frontal photo of the Pirates of the Caribbean actor as he nakedly kneeled on a paddleboard, showing off his toned body as his girlfriend sat cross-legged in front of him.

The cover showed the naked hottie with a censored emoji was censored with an embarrassed face emoji.

Well it seems like things are going swimmingly with the couple, who've been together since January of this year!

Jennifer Garner and Ben Affleck are one modern family!

Although Bennifer split last year after 10 years of marriage, Jen went on the Today show to promote her film Nine Lives and said she’s been working hard to remain friends to with her ex for the sake of their children.

On Thursday, Garner told cohost Natalie Morales that even though they have an unconventional situation, they’re making it work for their three kids, Violet, 10, Seraphina, 7, and Samuel, 4.


The 13 Going On 30 actress talked about co-parenting with Affleck, ”We are definitely a modern family …We're doing really well."


We’ve thought doing “really well” has looked like getting back together — they were in Europe all summer while Affleck was shooting Justice League — but a source told Us Weekly they're "100 percent still separated.”

Garner explained the situation while on the show, ”Ben was working in London on Justice League and I felt like, well, the kids should have that experience.” She added, “And he and I are great friends and we just all went en masse."


When Morales said how "admirable" it is that the exes are putting their family first, the former Alias actor said, "It has to be [that way]. You don't have a choice. It has to be."

Garner’s new movie, Nine Lives, is a workaholic businessman (Kevin Spacey) who finds himself trapped in the body of his daughter's cat.

She just got this pricey ride last week!

Kris Jenner was involved in a car crash today off the 101 freeway near her home in Calabasas, and rumor has it she may have broken her wrist from the impact.

The momager's white Rolls Royce collided with a Prius, upon which her airbag deployed and the whole front end of her vehicle got crunched. The Prius allegedly ran a red light in an attempt to get on the freeway onramp. Nobody was seriously injured in the accident.

The Kardashian matriarch was treated by paramedics at the scene before daughters Kylie and Khloe, along with Kanye and boyfriend Corey Gamble, arrived to take her home. The 18-year-old looked panicked but assured fans that her mom was fine in a tweet. "I was not involved in the accident. Everything's ok ❤️," she wrote. "She’s okay!" she added.

When you know, you know!

Gwen Stefani should make sure her nails are perfectly manicured, because Blake Shelton is going to put a ring on it any day now, People reports. Although the country crooner hasn't popped the question just yet, all signs point to an imminent engagement.

"They are not engaged yet. Everyone is expecting it to happen at some point, though," a source dished to the mag.

The No Doubt songstress is currently on tour, which makes a spontaneous romantic proposal a little difficult.

"It seems the timing [for an engagement] just hasn't been right. But Gwen is very, very happy with Blake. She always acts giddy when she talks about Blake," the source added.

Their relationship has moved full-steam ahead since their respective divorces, and friends say that's because they're a match made in heaven. "Their relationship is almost too good to be true. They are very much alike and really have a very special relationship. All the things that need to work out for two people to merge lives have worked out," a Stefani insider gushed.

We have to admit that they're totally adorable together!